Delusions of Grandeur
They say hope is the worst of the feelings,
It’s what keeps us hanging on,
This idea that maybe something or someone
Will change the circumstances
And we will feel good or even great again.
Call me a sucker,
Call me a fool,
Call me a dreamer,
Call me a tool.
They say I’m suffering from delusions of grandeur,
But I don’t feel like I’m suffering.
To suffer is to be subject,
Helpless and hopeless,
But I hope more.
My power comes from my hope,
My will to dream,
My dare to ignore
The sadness society wants me to feel.
I am delusional,
In the best way possible.
No longer allowing
The obstacles and challenges
To weigh me down.
I am delusional
Because I believe I deserve
In a society
That tries to bring me down.
I am delusional
Because I know
I am made for greater things.
My purpose, my love, my joy,
I am deserving and worthy.
I am important,
More important that it may seem.
I have a hope that carries me
Through all of life, unseen.